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sleep where spirits can’t go.
I just need to sleep where there are no dreams. Even in my dreamlife i have trouble. Come on now evolution there should be a nice place for us tormented selfish people. I dream horror all the time....
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Residential School and Lithiums for the Gifted Amateur
http://aptn.ca/news/2015/01/13/psychic-experiments-first-nation-students-part-unearthed-residential-school-history-says-research-centre-director/ Anyways, I stopped my meds at first by accident and...
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Metaphor on depression
yes a metaphor on certain aspects of depression…Filed under: Depression catatonia
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who do i have to lose body fat for? Sarah?
Sorry I changed my mind. My blood work came back and I am healthy as a 44year old can be. I am impressed I made it this long as a native person in Canada. The amount of depression etc i’ve seen and...
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new post to show off my new books.
Filed under: alcoholism, Art, Bipolar, Depression catatonia, I am Not a Scientist, Memory loss, mental health, Photography, Quantum Field Theory, Suicide, writing and posting
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You See
What the fuck is going on, readers? I have been away for a bit in fucking depressions up and down but only in the depression phase of bipolar. No mania so not fun. My high point of depression is still...
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Optical Illusion lady
command line C++. You see i am computer destructive as complimentary to self destructive. I do now have control over the fan so cooling is not really an issue. Its like fruit that goes bad beyond...
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So about 10 years ago my heart stopped
I was taken to overdose. I took everything. I am told that my heart stopped and I woke up in palliative care 3 days later. I was dead but probably not. I didn’t see any devils in red pajamas with pitch...
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Mood Disorder and Psoriasis.
Ever hear of self-cutting where some teenager cuts herself(or some generalization there of) for some reason. Well to get the attention of the pain and to feel something and to get feel-good chemicals...
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Virus Video…I mean viral
Filed under: Bipolar, Depression catatonia, I am Not a Scientist, insomnia, Memory loss, mental health, Photography, Racism, Running, Story, String Theory, Suicide
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I crave the “like”.
I lost the post….damn it. Oh well back to the beach to read.Filed under: Bipolar, Depression catatonia, Quantum Field Theory, Story
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Should the state..
Filed under: Bipolar, Depression catatonia, insomnia, mental health, Suicide, writing and posting
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So mania or Inspiration?
I got a package again, and yes with some books. I like books and some people. I played my Go with S: It was a very calming moment and she seems to enjoy it. Her first game. It was easy and she lost...
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I am litter
Being alone all the time gives you the heart of darkness and yes my meant the movie. Explosions and charlie running for her life. I feel nothing today like a ….fuck it…end.Filed under: Depression...
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Vacation is over and the count down.
OK I took two of the lithium again tonight. My mood about hanging out alone was not very good and found out having a intelligent visitor from another country was revealing. I need to adventure. She is...
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Ask a person who is me
So ask me something through email(percylpaul@gmail.com) or in comment section and ill try my best to answer. Physics, Maths, Brain stuff, Poetry, photography(why im not) and what nots. Im interested in...
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Lithium and Biking don’t mix
I can only think of one thing I added to my human body, lithium. I took two last night as it was my ending to a lithium vacation. I took two so 600mg and i slept and i had a lot of water before going....
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Bipolar Disorder, Drunkenness and a Masters Degree in physics
I was told I was in a state of extreme drunk for 11 years from 2002 until 2012. I also obtained a masters degree and in bad manic episodes and suicidal depression. I had to work harder on those quantum...
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Talk about me I’ll listen for hours cause I don’t know how it ends…
I kind of want to see a talk/talk thing by Clara Hughes whom I seen in a local coffee I frequent. But that would mean I have to sit there for hours and listen to her talk about things. She wrote a...
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